Harry.Hole.08.The Leopard.2009 by Nesbo Jo

Author:Nesbo, Jo [Nesbo, Jo]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Google: gBMReeqSiaAC
Amazon: 1846554012
Publisher: Harvill Secker
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

47

Fear of the Dark

OLAV HOLE BLINKED INTO THE DARKNESS.

‘Is that you, Harry?’

‘Yes, it’s me.’

‘It’s night, isn’t it?’

‘Yes, it’s night.’

‘How are you?’

‘I’m alive.’

‘Let me put on the light.’

‘No need. I’m going to tell you something.’

‘I recognise the tone. I’m not sure I want to hear.’

‘You’ll read about it in the papers tomorrow anyway.’

‘And you have a different version you want to tell me?’

‘No, I just want to be first.’

‘Have you been drinking, Harry?’

‘Do you want to hear?’

‘Your grandfather drank. I loved him. Drunk or sober. There are not many people who can say that about a drunken father. No, I don’t want to hear.’

‘Mm.’

‘And I can say that to you, too. I have loved you. Always. Drunk or sober. You weren’t even difficult. Although you were always argumentative. You were at war with most people, not least with yourself. But loving you, Harry, is the easiest thing I have done.’

‘Dad . . .’

‘There’s no time to talk about trivia, Harry. I don’t know if I’ve ever told you this, Harry, I feel as if I have, but sometimes we think things so often that we simply believe they have been said aloud. I’ve always been proud of you, Harry. Have I told you that often enough?’

‘I . . .’

‘Yes?’ Olav Hole listened in the dark. ‘Are you crying, son? That’s fine. Do you know what made me proudest? I’ve never told you this, but when you were in your teens one of your teachers rang us. He said you’d been fighting in the playground again. With two of the boys from the class above, but this time it hadn’t turned out so well – they’d had to send you to hospital to have your lip sewn and a tooth taken out. I stopped your pocket money, remember? Anyway, Øystein told me about the fight later. You flew at them because they’d filled Tresko’s rucksack with water from the school fountain. If I remember correctly you didn’t even like Tresko much. Øystein said the reason you’d been hurt so badly was because you didn’t give in. You got up time after time and in the end you were bleeding so much that the big boys became alarmed and went on their way.’

Olav Hole laughed quietly. ‘I didn’t think I could tell you at the time, it would only have been asking for more fights, but I was so proud I could have wept. You were brave, Harry. You were scared of the dark, but that didn’t stop you going there. And I was the world’s proudest dad. Did I ever say that, Harry? Harry? Are you there?’

Free. The champagne bottle smashed against the wall, and the bubbles ran down the wallpaper like boiling cerebral matter, over the pictures, the newspaper cuttings, the printout off the Net showing Harry Hole accepting the blame. Free. Free of blame, free to send the world into hell again. I tread on the broken glass, tread it into the floor, hear it crunch. And I’m barefoot. I skid on my own blood.

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